Day 24: Fuck Skinny, I call it thick dipping

So tonight Avery, Karl, Benji, Tyla and I went skinny dipping. this started when tyla, benji and i got bored one night and decided to go to the beach at night. man, fuck paying for the beach. i'm still not sure what exactly i'm paying for, to keep the beach clean? that should be an automatic common courtesy just for living in a rich ass suburb such as evanston.
today we did it because the majority of this group is leaving early. by the end of this week, avery and i will be the only ones still in evanston. we did it to spend that one last wild and crazy moment together before going off to college and starting our lives apart from each other. sure, we'll make time to see each other during winter and summer breaks, but things won't be the same. we won't be the same group of people who rely on each other for more than just great conversation, laughs, and wild adventures. we'll be meeting other people, possibly to form life long friendships and love interests. we wont be the epitome of black swingers, playing the field because we've all been hurt or have hurt somebody else. we'll be growing up in ways i'm not always sure i'm prepared for. i don't know whether when i meet the woman of my dreams I'll want to settle down and live an imitation of a heterosexual life style. maybe i want to be with many women, maybe a woman and a man. maybe i'm going to be the next playboy except my women will be enterprising in more ways than just selling their bodies. they'll be the artists, dancers, college educated liberal art fucks the world tries to stifle.
i do know one thing though, at one point in my life, after publishing books and establishing myself as a professor, i want to have a baby girl. it'll be my greatest personal accomplishment to raise a child who will one day become a strong black woman. a black woman who won't disappoint her mother by getting pregnant, or else adele is going to help me in getting her sterilized. there is nothing less sexy than becoming a grandma before the age of 55. i don't want to be a young mom or a young grandma. i want to be old, in the sexual prime of my life, dressing good for my age, long beautiful hair, and the body i had in high school: thick and smooth.